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LAst Post [Aug. 5th, 2005|09:12 pm]
shadyshaffy
ost again, broken and weary
unable to find my way
tail in hand, dizzy and clearly
unable to just let this go

I am surrendering to gravity and the unknown
catch me, heal me,
lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live...

I fell again, Like a baby
Unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand, dizzy and clearly
Unable to just let this go

I am surrendering to gravity and the unknown
Catch me, heal me
Lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live...
I choose to live...
I choose to live...

Catch me, heal me
Lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom

Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down
Another meaty hole
please release me

I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me
lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live...
I choose to live...
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Monday [May. 30th, 2005|06:23 pm]
shadyshaffy
[mood |LaiD BAcK]

So The last weeks have been shit, I got my tonsils n adnoids taken out, they were hefty fuckers. and works been harderthen normal due to heavy amounts of vicodin. Im starting to feel betterthough. Goal is to move out at the end of the summer, I need my space for me and my little dog to live.

Salems been alright, Valley people are strange, my family down here is strange, Lifes really strange yet I feeel im getting use to it, this is a good change, I feel iv'e grown into a better person, able to understand more of life and benifit myself to the fullest. I guess The only thing to do is work, smoke weed, and try to avoid the enforcers, then i got some college to take care of, Ive been thinking of going into music productions, botney, or physcology, it's gonna happen. Im not gonna be poor anymore. Kimmoved out last weeks with her boyfriend to a chill lil apartment. I signed up for the graveyard shift at work so this summer could be intresting, I do better at night then day. Today was my full day off, memorial day everyones gone, listening to Mario, just chillen, its a bright sunny day outside, and im feelin good,

lateS uckers

And if you look at water and study it, little pieces of dirty you will find in it.
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CLOUDLESS NIGHT [May. 6th, 2005|08:56 pm]
shadyshaffy
[mood |aggravatedtoomuch on my mind]
[music |Cloudless night-Jen C]

SO I LAY AWAKE STILL DREAMING
OF ALL THE PRETTY THINGS, ALL THE THINGS, ALL THE PRETTY THINGS
COME CLOSER, MOVE FASTER, BREATH SLOWER,
EYES MEET EYES CAN YOU SEE PAST MINE?
I TRAVEL AS A GIRL FROM THE TOP OF THE HILLS, ONE GOOD LIE, ONE LITTLE LIE,
CAN TURN INTO A DOZEN, A DOZEN LIES ALL LAYING IN THE BACK OF MY MIND
SO YOU WANNA PLAY A GAME?
MOVE FAST, BREATHE SLOW, TAKE IT ON, ASSURED AND WELL
MOVE FAST SPEAK CLEAR, TURN YOU OFF, GET OVER IT
LIKE THE BACK OF MY PALM, SWING IT AROUND TOUCH THE GROUND IT WONT BE LONG BEFORE WE ALL TOUCH THE SKY
NOW REMMEBER ITS JUST ONE TINY WHITE LIE, THAT TURNS INTO A DOZEN,
A DOZEN FURIES, A DOZEN WORRIES, A DOZEN COLD HARD LIES
CATCH ME IF YOU CAN, IM THAT GIRL WALKIN DOWN THE ALLEY COLD AND DARK
KINDA CREEPY BUT IT TURNS ME ON, TURNS ME ON
GET ON THE GROUND BITCH GET ON THE GROUND BITCH, I WANNA SCRATCH YOUR ITCH
GET ON THE GROUND BITCH, GET ON THE GROUND BITCH I WANNA SCRATCH YOUR ITCH.
IM LOSING GRIP HOLD ME UP, REMEMBER WERE PLAYING THAT GAME WHERE YOUR MY BITCH., AND I SCRATCH YOUR ITCH.
IT WONT TAKE LONG, KEEP GOING, KEEP PULLING BACK, AND ILL KEEP IT IN, KEEP IT IN UNTIL I FEEL YOU
WINK WINK WINK.... I LIKE IT WHEN YOU THINK IM ALMOST DONE, BUT YOU SUCK,
FAKE MOAN, FAKE GROAN, I GUESS IT'S JUST ANOTHER TINNY WHITE LIE, ANOTHER SMALL LIE THAT TURNS INTO A DOZEN FURIOUS
A DOZEN WORRIES, THEY MAKES ME SICK,
SO WE GOTTA KEEP GOIN UNTIL I FINISH,YOU COULD KEEP IT HARD ALL NIGHT LONG, GIVIN UP HOPE ON FINISHING
MAYBE YOU JUST CANT WIND ME UP AND UNWIND WHAT YOU BIND.
I LIKE YOU BEST WHEN YOU CANT WALK UP THE STAIRS TOO FUCKED UP TO CARE, LET ME MAKE YOUR DESICIONS FOR YOU
I LIKE CONTROL, I WANT YOUR CONTROLS, ALL OF YOUR CONTROLS, YOU CONTROL ME TO WANT YOU CONTROLS
THEY SAY IM THAT GIRL FROM THE SANDS WHO WORSHIPS CERTAIN PLANTS FROM HER LANDS
BUT I BET YOU CANT GET AHOLD OF ME EVEN IF I WAS TIED TO YOUR TIES UNDER IT ALL I FEEL ALIVE
ALIVE TO BREATHE, ALIVE TO BEND MY SPINE BACK INTO YOU, AS I FEEL YOU, AS I FEEL YOU, YOU DONT FEEL ME
ITS JUST ANOTHER CLOUDLESS NIGHT, NO CLOUDS IN THE SKY, JUST THE MOON LIGHT
JUST ANOTHER NIGHT TO SIT AND WAIT FOR THE LIGHT, MORNING LIGHT
TWO BODIES IN A BED ONE SO STIFF AND ONE DONT GIVE A SHIT.


I wrote this song Cloudless Night after mixing a techno/tranz/orchestra/synth, its the shit. <3 me

Inspired by the GanJa God
much peace and love.
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od'aro' [Apr. 24th, 2005|08:00 am]
shadyshaffy
[mood |hyperhigh as fuck]
[music |ludacris]

I got a job, hell yea muthafuckA z may the money be rollin in. peace out
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4:20 [Apr. 20th, 2005|03:34 pm]
shadyshaffy
4:20 was the shit, such a beatiful day b/c everyone smokes weed all day and the vibes are likin' me. It started at 5:30am smokin weed, n trottin off to school, thne comming home smokin more weed n more. Kim came over and we broke in her new bubbler, n mike came over n we broke in his new bong. I chilled in the meadows for a couple hours gettin high as fuck, well actually 4;20 was 3 days long im still celebrating this will be the last day devoted to the ganja god. happy bowls ganGstas <3<3
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<3 [Apr. 12th, 2005|01:51 pm]
shadyshaffy
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |sumblime-40 oz of freedom]

Listening to Sublime, just chillen going to the doctors in a bit for my tonsils, I wanna have em pulled out. Looking forward to a bowl when i get back, its such a nice day to stay in the house smoke weed and play ps2 and a cat nap. Iv'e been sick for 2 days with the flu, a weird virus, I just hate throwing up, I hate the nauseas feeling. getting spun this weeek, ackk shit.. There aint nothing wrong ain't nothing right,and still i sit and lay awake all night.

<3 <3
stop ya messing around better think of your future, time to straighten rigth out or you'll wind up in jail. Peace out niccas

<3
<3
<3
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WHAT's The DIfference? [Apr. 10th, 2005|06:41 pm]
shadyshaffy
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |eminem-wat da diff?]

if I do decide to really murder my daughter's momma
I'ma sit her up in the front seat and put sunglasses on her
And cruise around wit her for seven hours through California
And have her wavin at people (Hi!) Then drop her off on the corner
at the police station and drive off honkin the horn for her

Raw dawg, get your arm gnawed off
Drop the sawed off and beat you wit the piece it was sawed off of
Fuck blood, I wanna see some lungs coughed up
Get shot up in the hot tub til the bubbles pop up
and they nose and cough snot up, mucus in hot water

That's for tryin to talk like The Chronic was lost product
That's for even THINKIN of havin them thoughts thought up!
You better show some respect whenever the Doc's brought up!!
So what's the difference between us? We can start at the penis
Or we can scream, "I Just Don't Give a Fuck," and see who means it!

A heartless bastard, high and plastered
My style is like the reaction from too much acid - never come down
Pass it around if you can't handle it
Hang Hollywood niggaz by they Soul Train laminates

What's the difference between me and you? (What?)
About five back accounts, three ounces and two vehicles
Until my death, I'm Bangladesh
I suggest you hold yo' breath til ain't none left
Yo that's the difference

Eminem xzibit n' dre peace *
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Tulips are in the Garden [Apr. 10th, 2005|03:13 pm]
shadyshaffy
[mood |blankblank]
[music |no music, bummer]

It's sunday the rest day for most everyone including me and theres nothing to do, wanna smoke bowls?
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A bed time story [Apr. 9th, 2005|11:09 pm]
shadyshaffy
I take a piss and i was high as fuck walking down the halls at school and i walked into the bathroom, and noticed 3 urinals and i thought this don't look right.....about 3 seconds later i was like well fuck im in the wrong bathroom, haa stupid stoner, at least no one witnessed this. peace 0u+
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The Clouds [Apr. 6th, 2005|10:36 pm]
shadyshaffy
[mood |highhigh]
[music |Mars Volta-frances the mute]

if we pick our own paths then we are imagining everything, everyone is just a figmint of my imagination, is that huh? Is that how we "humans" are to live? to be born then to be taught and to teach then die, hopefully recognizing good they showed others.

HMMM, stoney questions from a stoney mind, Mars Volta sounds so good right now, strings tied in with backward beats of drums and orchestra. Iv'e got so much on my mind, like iam actually now finding my innser spirit, finally i am connecting with the outside and inside. My search for the valley has ended, I have found the village and will rest for now. P3a[3 ()u+
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